Monday, May 9, 2011

Tidak mengerti.


Assalmualaikum. Hai. I'm just like seriously. I can't stand. With all this. Seriously. Penat. Sumpah. Aku tak sanggup. Sumpah. Aku tak paham. Sumpah. Aku betul betul pening. Sesiapa? Tolong aku. Tolong campak sume ni jauh jauh dari aku. Aku nak periksa tahun ni. Periksa besar. UPSR. Aku tak nak kecewakan mama n abah. Jangan disebabkan mereka. Aku lemah. Tak berdaya. Menyampah. Dengan sume ni. Ape sume ni?


Sudahlah. Aku malas nak sekolah. Kalau boleh. Esok jugak. Aku nak pindah sekolah. Aku benci. Budak lelaki kelas aku. Tak pernah nak hormat kami semua (perempuan dan cikgu2 perempuan) sebagai seorang yang perlu dihormati. Kami punya maruah. Kami punya harga diri. Jangan caci dan hina kami begitu. Sumpah aku cakap. Kau buat sekali lagi. Kau tahulah ape yang kau patut dapat. Mungkin aku mengada-ngada, menggedik. Bagi kau? Tak ape. Aku dah tak kisah sume ni. Macam kau buat tak kisah perasaan aku jugak. Aku punya hati dan perasaan juga. Kau perlu tahu tu.


Cukuplah cuma hati aku yang kau sakiti.



Ok. Sungguh jiwang. Aku tengok pun menyampah. Tapi sumpah aku tak tahan. Tolong lah paham. Er. okbye.


Lepas ni aku nak buat 30 Thing in 30 Days Challenge.


Day 1 - Your favorite song
Day 2 -Your favorite movie
Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 - Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 - What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 - A song to match your mood.
Day 7 - A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 8 - A picture of your favourite memory
Day 9 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 10 - A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 11 - 5 facts about you.
Day 12 - A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 13 - What kind of person attracts you?
Day 14 - Who are you?
Day 15 - A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 16 - Short term goals for this month and why
Day 17 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 - 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 - The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 - A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 22 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 - Your dream wedding.
Day 24 - A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 - Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 26 - A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 - A picture of your favourite band or artist
Day 28 - In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 - Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 - A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days.


Day 1 - Common Denimonator by Justin Bieber. (etc)



Insya-Allah.

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